Welp, my fertility clinic called today to let me know that my cycle has been cancelled. Basically what that means is that they are taking me off all the medications and letting my body take a break to figure out what's going on as far as the fluid in my uterus.
I haven't heard specifically what the plan is from here on out, but the doctors are supposed to be meeting tomorrow to discuss it and then will call me with the report.
I thought I would be super heartbroken, but honestly I am feeling pretty at peace with the whole thing. There is no sense spending more money on medications (that I am running low on, and new meds) if we haven't even figured out why this mysterious fluid exists in my uterus. There will probably be more tests and possibly even more surgeries in the future, but I know that God has it all under control.
Choosing joy is something that you have to
choose, and so I am making a choice (sometimes minute by minute) to love and trust God and give it to Him. This i just a bump in the road but we will get there when we are supposed to.
And to end this post on a happy note, here are some pictures from our Easter weekend:
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| Easter Egg Hunt Outreach put on by our church |
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| Baby birks....I mean, come on |
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| Easter spoils and bedhead |
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| handsomest boys! |
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| My sweet little Easter bunnies |
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